Archive for January, 2005

Something going on.

Monday, January 31st, 2005

For whatever reason, my doctor tested me for EBV.  Eptstein Barr Virus.  Yep, got that.  I have no idea what it means, other than most people have it, mine is just active right now.  Now, if I can find a doctor that can help me that will be great!  My other blood tests came back fine, so I guess that’s good.  White count fine.  Check.  I must not be dieing, but I feel like it.  I’m just so tired.  I’m not even interested in dating – which is another OMG are you serious response.  I’m a ladies man, well, used to be.  I seriously need to find out what’s happening, or…I don’t know.  I’ll just be sad forever.

So far nothing.

Saturday, January 8th, 2005

Ever feel like no one believes you?  I seriously can’t walk to the mailbox without resting.  The doctor I saw sent me for blood tests to start off with.  Ok, yeah, right.  I don’t want drugs, I want to feel better.  This doctor said, men go through a period of being tired, it’s probably going to stop soon and you’ll be fine.  WHAT DON”T YOU UNDERSTAND?  I feel like shit.  I have always been into sports and very active and I have literally been stopped in my tracks, in what seems like overnight.

I know my dear friends are very concerned.  I just wish I could say the same for my doctors :(